Livin' on a Prayer ✨️馃檹馃徏

Hola! Lately, well today, I feel optimistic about my final week in Le贸n! 馃槉 We had a tour of Le贸n and we went inside the Cathedral! Very Gothic and tranquil馃槏  My  experience here has been a total roller coaster. A roller coaster where I'm strapped in tightly and I can't escape. Do I wish that my experience was better? S矛! Everyday I wish that my mentor was easier to work with and that she would allow me to take centre stage in the classroom. I wish that we had coffee and lunch outings too. It's close to week 4 and I guess this still remains an unanswered prayer. Do I have time to dwell on this though? No, I have no more tears to give nor am I afraid of her intimidating nature. So with reference to Bon Jovi's song 'Livin' on a prayer', (the last song I heard in a Tapas Bar 馃槄), I've got to hold on to what teaching experience I have and I will use it to the best that I can ❤️ In this moment of reflection, I am amazed at how strong I am for showing up to the classroom everyday, especially when I felt too weak to carry on. The classroom is supposed to be warm and comforting, yet mine has only ever given me pain and disappointment 馃槥 

Lately, I love how my students run up to me on the playground and are eager to talk to me! I love how some of the teachers are so welcoming and even bring me a Caf茅 con Leche from the staffroom. I love that there are actually positive moments of my time in school to cherish, when at times, I was drowning in adversity 馃様 Bring on week 4, a week of exploring the undiscovered - museums, souvenir shops and Tapas bars! 馃槉 Also, I am ready for my final observation more than ever now - this is my time to shine ✨️, finalmente! "Alexa, play 'Zitti e Buoni' by M氓neskin" 馃枻 

- Shan 馃枻





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